believe it or not. I was offered the job as nutritionist. But since there is a bond to it, automatically my parents are against it. Guess i've got to go for job interview this mon.

been doing research a lot. quite fun to discover new findings. haha. I must say, today's dinner was rather gd. Bake eggplant tastes goooddd (= heeez... Going to try coconut milk (yeah it IS coconut milk! you can laugh behind my back if you want) tmr. Hopefully it taste as acceptable as LF condensed milk. ritez...

I still dont believe in zero carb diet. It is killer. and detrimental to health. I would buy the facts on high calcium diet, Vit. C before workout etc.. cos i see for myself, thru my weight and fat mass. They show that they work.

Today was quite a rush for me. Am happy that i'm now in better terms with Tubbie, after talking things out ytd and he surprised me by coming to my house and waited for me for a few hours.

Alrights! Job interviews coming up one after another. Was hoping to quickly get job attached soon! So as not to disappoint my parents and I must stop relying on them to provide for me and give me allowance if not i feel damn bad!!

Tmr by hook or by crook I must do my back training. Actually I kinda love back training (= I really do. I'm beginning to love it more and more. Heehee!!

I have a goal, not fitness goal i'm refering to... I mean, i have a goal in terms of diet&nutrition. My goal here is to be able to create a Low GI mini bread that is 1 serving. A serving size suitable for an individual. I just love bread. And I must do my research and be able to formulate a delicious really LOW GI Bread with absolutely no refined flour, no refined/cane sugar etc. Yes! Diet Bread! I must invent one!!

Ytd was the first time I went Marina Barrage, but the day was horrendous! One of my worst wkend with my boyfriend. I'm pretty upset with the fact:
1) We didnt have what was "planned" to have a picnic (not including the mat) but the main focus is to sit down, enjoy the scenery and eat our packed food.
2) I had to walked alone to the bus stop of Marina Bay to catch the bus to Marina Barrage when it was planned then we wld go together.
3) Waiting for him - nvm. my eyes were fed with those dust/sand in the air when big construction trucks drive by(damn! there were LOTS of them ok!!)
4) FB has my D photos and he has yet to delete them after claiming it'd be done in "awhile" !!
5) He lift up my blouse IN PUBLIC!
6) He caught my unglam shot and still got the cheek to laugh.
7) I went home alone, tired, irritated, totally black-faced.

I hated yesterday. I hated him. Even though he put down his ego and pride as a MAN and was being shout at, by me in public, I still couldnt bring myself to think in his shoes how he felt letting a woman shout at him.I was overwhelmed with disgust and annoyance over his childishness and failure to understand me inside-out. He absolutely still dont understand me at all. I'm pretty sick and tired of him disrespecting me. Sometimes I really really want a breakup but he just simply refuses to let me go.

Life's misery just never seems to end.