33 months together and still counting every 29th day of the month to come...
Though it seems like ' Yeah - just another 29th day and the number just keeps going~ ', but on this day, I just want to remind myself why exactly this day is so special that your partner might not be thinking or realising the same way as you do, at this point in time.

I asked myself, has my feelings for him changed? definintely no. do I still love him as much as before? you want to say yes, but it seems the answer is no. this isnt a jaw dropping statement, but maybe to put it in another way... the feelings of love have been taken for granted over the months.

throwing tantrum is as easy as letting out a fart, bickering over the slightest thing you can ever think of, when unreasonableness becomes so 'up there'... was that what your partner love you for who you are at the very beginning?

And as I was contemplating to make a behavioral change and go back to the past where the love is so pure and fresh, then it hit me that i'll probably go back to my comfort zone and the cycle repeats again, say 3 days time, maximum. Ever wondered that an unknown, unexpected beginning could abruptly come to an unknown, unexpected ending? Just who can predict the future?

I wouldn't want to try waiting for that day to come. You don't know how much you can handle a certain degree of loss in your life. I know I wouldn't regret saying this,
Whatever that this r/s has taken us to, Memories are what you have given me. And these memories will remained.
I love you today, yesterday. I love you still. No matter how ugly I have been.