A few days ago, I went to slp for 3 consecutive nites, with teary eyes, bad hallucinations, negative thoughts, pessimistic feelings... It's just the thought that one fine day, i've lost, i'm abandoned, i'm was given up on.

I wasn't good enough. The feelings faded. I was replaced.

I was devastated.

And then again, no point crying over someone who is not worth your life for. If he has the power to bring you down to your feet, you just showed how weak you are.

Never show you are weak, dont insult yourself. Move on in life. Better things are planned, waiting to be discovered by you.

Whatever it is, this love is treasured, cherished and will always remained in me.