Maybe i have this reputation of being aloof. Besides that, my flaws kick in as well. Always getting so het up about small issues. Despite always trying to ingratiate myself with my circle of friends, but i'm just the solitude of my own, all along.

does life really revolves around you & your partner and no one else? tt's sad man.
pls adjust your thinking if u've had tt in mind.

adieu.

Tubbie is back from batam today. but today we quarrelled over smth which i feel its not meant to be disagreed until it becomes a big matter, just a small issue. We are of different frequency sometimes, different background, different expectations of each other, both wanting different things, wanting our ways, hard to accomodate to another, hard to compromise at times etc.

I know my flaw is insisting my way. You know yours. Sometimes i just dont know how to please you, enough. Everything doesnt seem enough. In terms of loving you, caring for you, giving you what you need. Pretty difficult I must say.

Are we never at the right frequency for each other? or is it just hard or impossible to meet each other's expectations?

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From here you can conclude, who is "childish" .... HEHEHEHE!!!!

Today my tubbie left me for Batam. BATAM!!!! HAIYO!!!! Keep going overseas. -_-

Just cant decide on getting a job in CBD area or back at my home area. Transport cost is a big bomb. SMRT is damn sick in the mind!

I think if i dont make the first move to try, i will never know where i'll be going.

So, maybe life will be more challenging with work rather than lazing arnd with no aims. It's time to grow up after all.