my life's been rather bz, revolving around sch, tuition, training... i've no time for commitment actually. So if i could turn back time, i hope Muscles and I shld have just been friends.

This is one of the worst feeling i had man, after so long.. I was super looking forward to tmr since sun. Training hard, specially buy beachwear, troubled my grandma to buy a suntan lotion... and all these hopes of enjoying a great day tmr ended with a sms saying - "No one is going alr" seriously wth? I'm freakin upset with the people who had the common thinking and made up the 'NO ONE' category. Thanks for spoiling my mood. Big thanks for bursting bubbles. Big Big thanks to 'whoever' you are even though i dont even knw WHO but whatever it is. A fact is a fact. Forget abt shooting me with a "C'mon, dont expect things to go your way, irene...". that's crap. Seriously. And tt's why i say i seriously hate last minute changes/cancellations - it just shows your plain irresponsibility.

The people who formed the 'NO ONE' category, i'll marked you down from tdy onwards.

This entry i'm gonna talk abt money. Haha. Ehhh this year i'm gonna spend a bomb. Big bomb pi bomb bomb. Because everyone is turning 21. My sis wedding dinner in June - Big Ang Pao eh eh~! So i've got to save a lot of money and basically those money is to buy those presents for the 21 ppl and an extra big ang pao money for my sister. Hmmmm... can i strike toto soon?? so that i dont have to worry abt not having enough money. haha.

Anyway a slight update about life now and so on. Sch lessons seem to be ending soon. Means a lot of independent studying b4 exams in May. Hmmm i wanted to say more, but i realise now is 2.30pm and i have tuition at 3pm. So means i have to log off now. right now. haha. See you. I'll update again sometime. (:

For the first time, i did my maths hw finished when the weekends have yet to arrive. (: ok gd job.

i dnt really like what happened ytd. haiz. i still love him. ya. but im getting tired. i think its physically, cos ytd i did weights training, 20min cross training then i go swimming straight away. wth. -.-

Greetings!

the shitty exams are coming in a few months time. Studying econs is like seeing stars. Maths is giving me migraine. not forgetting POA... i think the contents are extinct in me alr.

I'm enjoying the life of snacking(at random times only). but i'm also watching my diet very carefully. My sweetheart is suffering big time with chicken breast as his staple food. I knw obviously he is going thru a very tough time now, going thru days with low carbs + fats. but yet i'm bombarding him with my 'nonsense' day-in day-out. On top of all these, I'm also getting his nonsenses big time. Sometimes i think i shld give him a break.. and i hope he takes a break, for his own good.

Am i expecting too much from him? I want the best in him. I want him to be happy. I want him to win again. I want him to achieve his desired body. I want to see him smile as his effort paid off. I'm freaking naggy at the food he wants/tempted to eat and esp his sleep. Insufficient sleep. sleep late, wake up late. eat breakfast late. everything becomes late. I think i'm becoming his 2nd mother. The truth is, i dont like to nag at him. at all.

On random thoughts, i think i cope better with one less responsibility in my life. Justin's Bieber's One Less Lonely Girl shld be altered into; (for my case) One MORE Lonely Girl... Hahahahaha!! (I guess no one understands what i'm trying to imply. Unless there's a genius out there?)