Hi, been not so gd BUT getting slightly better, a bit. Muscles broke up with me a few days ago after we sort of patched back when I've decided to take a break. Erm, it was a rather abrupt break up with no signals or signs b4 hand, i dont really really know what major mistake i did, i only can think is... maybe i sounded rude in my smses?? or i irritated him too many times??

Hmmm I did try to ask him but he didn really give me an exact answer. So i dont really know what he is thinking. I reckoned he has no feelings for me anymore, partly i think is due to how i treat him? i kinda reflect on what i did but yea, i think it's a bit too late to say "I'm Sorry" also, cos to him, it doesnt matter anymore.

As long as he feels happy. I shld respect his decision. Right?

I felt a dagger to my heart.

It's really the most emotional and painful moment at the point of my life.

I've cried my tears out.

Ok. I'm done. Time to move on. Tmr will be a better day. (=

good game.

the end is coming.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

To my sweetheart Muscles, i love you.

Whether rain or shine, tears or joy, i'll hold on to you. Though my present for you is damnnn simple! A letter & A photo frame of the 2 of us... BUT! It's not just like this (:

Hehe! "A picture speaks a thousand words". The photo frame is the KEY to the feelings in my heart for you. (:

lovelove dearest!

I'm not a fan of Black Pepper. But ytd's JP black pepper steak was superb! Extremely tender and the meat really chewable, not tough at all! I really enjoyed dinner, it was very filling. And i knw i had an amount of intake of TRANS FAT from the dessert! (shet!) it's trans fat ok. takes dont knw how many months + years to break down.

Actually, the truth is, i'm quite scared of where the relationship is going. But oh well, you have no one else to blame.

Alrights i'm off to tuition. After ytd's hardcore cardio workout, my bed tdy is super possessive, it refused to let me leave.