It seems that whenever i hit that particular weight, i always end up drifting away. Can i really get wayyy pass it?? I feel I'm still unacceptably fat on photographs. Jus observe my round face and tt's the reason why i say so. Yea. Sad truth.

I mus say, this week was lonely without him. but i think at least i managed to pull thru it. Friday's movie alone was hmmm... even though the threatre sits probably only 10 ppl (cos its at such an early timing of 11.35am in the morning!) yeah... there were 4 couples; mixed/same genders... and i was the only one. But it was cool to have the whole popcorn to myself (:

I dont mind watching movie alone actually. but a companion is just a bonus. (: