Time is not in my hands

I will smile to myself each time I glanced at my PC’s wallpaper. Hehehe! (= Sat and Sun’s late night movies were awesome; The Illusionist (Sat) and Fantastic Four (Sun). But seriously, I've never regretted watching ‘ The Illusionist'. Great Plot. Thumbs Up! ;) as for Fantastic Four, the only factor that keeps me smiling is the fact that one of the casts is Chris Evans. HAHAHA!

I’m left with one-third of the pages more to complete reading New Moon. (Ok I know I’m slow, ever since during my poly days, people are already on the verge of reading the complete book of Eclipse, AND I’M ONLY AT NEW MOON!!) I’m quite surprised at the effort I’ve put in when reading such novels. Haha. But recalling the thickness of Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, I just felt the sudden draining of my energy and mood. The thought of “wth-you've-got-to-start-reading-from-page1-of-a-500pluspages-book” occurred in my mind. And I forgot I still had a few books I've bought from the Books Warehouse Sale… LAST YEAR! which I have yet to touch, not even flipping through the pages. And, I still got the cheek to even have the intention of going to the AMK book warehouse sale this coming week. (-_-“)

Last week was an exhausting week. The long hours of travelling and school have wearied me. And I’m deprived of physical exercise, obviously. On some occasions, I have to force myself to the gym on scorching hot afternoons/late mornings of the day (yuck-_-) due to the fact that my evenings are preoccupied with school and tuition. Unless the rain would come splattering against the windows, then, you would be able to see a broader smile across my face. I just luuuurrrrvvvveeeddd the cold weather that would send shivers up a person’s spine. (definitely not mine because I can tolerate it heh heh!) So if you’re someone who can’t tolerate cold temperatures, you are not my match. Hah!

Goodbye to the Past

I'm putting away the past. (I dont know how many times I've mentioned this) Well, do you remember exactly when blogs start to become popular among everyone? That was probably, 7 years back i guess? Some thought I would have a blog, some dont. Even if they think I would, and asked, they didn't seem to get the answer that they want. In other words, yup, i dont have. You know what's a white lie right? (:

The truth is, I've always had one. Even when there was a time I shut it down. I've always reopened a new website, just that no one could access to it. After all, blog is like a diary, which is where you vent all your frustrations, unhappiness, unfairness and all the 'not-so-good' about life here. Life is full of drama. Too much until I'm only able to sustain my blog with a 2-years lifespan. Because after two years of emotional ups & downs (more of 'downs'), too overwhelming, time for a break. I need it, you need it too. Hence, it's time to close another chapter of my life. And... reopen a new one (:

In other words, it's a beginning of another chapter.

I've finally deleted more than 100+ blog entries... but i will still keep some. cos its really memorable that i cant bear to give it up. but most of the i saved under drafts.

A series of Random feelings

I had to get out of my comfort zone. If i carried on sinking myself into darkness (what i meant was to carry on sleeping haha), i will never get out of the house. So....... GET YOUR ASS OFF YOUR COMFY BED AND DRAG YOUR LEGS TO THE GYM! I was a little reluctant but i had to do as i've sinned by drinking white chocolate mocha from starbucks the night b4.

I'm hoping there is a day whereby i can be bothered to clear my study table as it is an eye sore now. Oh and i forgot to mention, my dressing table especially.

Last month i made a hunt on several hair salons on which offers the best hair treatment offer to me. This time, i shall look for the one that offers the best for coloring my hair. Even though Lilo (my hair stylist from Jean Yip) suggested Red, but i thought it was a little too unnatural. Still, give me something brown or an even SEX-IER brown like copper or bronze or just BROWN. Brown chocolate cake, tree trunk Brown, something that is really Brown to the extent it is far too sexy to resist. Maybe i sounded a lil exaggerating. pardon me.

I feel that my wardrobe wants new food, but i'm penniless at the moment to afford any. I should get some b4 the GSS ends. That's for sure. If not i will live to regret and wait until next year again? by then if you spotted my white hair, pull it out for me. Thank you.

Somehow i wonder to myself if 'Forums' serve its purpose well, or the users are abusing it? I read this particular forum and seriously speaking that user really needs some life. Maybe you want to correct me on the definition of FORUM.

' Forum is a place, situation, or event in which people exchange ideas and discuss issues that are important to them. '

sometimes i feel that the Forum is one of the most deadly place to go. Cos u think you have the freedom of speech, freedom of expressing your ideas, thoughts and comments... but you do not hav any defence (even if there is, they are hardly visible). Cos many other ppl will come attacking your ideas and whatever issues you've discussed even though you thought it wasn't meant to harm anyone, especially the subject.

Even until now, i still hoped i could win lottery or singapore big sweep. I never really did give up hope on it.

I'm feeling greedy and yearns for more vouchers from my mother, but i realise my purpose was to help others rather than to spend those luxury on myself. Now that's foolish of me, AGAIN.

It would be interesting if ever a day i am able to read people's mind. Just one day will do. or how abt the ability to fly ? (that was what my sister wanted) maybe the first thing i would do is to fly with those crows and black birds, those culprits of the bird shits on my dad's car. Well, definitely i dont wanna befriend those birds, i wanna fly next to them and send them back to our earthly land. (what i meant was, i wanna whack them until they fall frm the sky and land on the ground, dead. haha)

If i can choose to have a photoshoot with a local celebrity, he is gonna be TAY PING HUI ! :D
How about the privilege to choose who you want to co-star with in a local drama production? he is still gonna be TAY PING HUI ! :D
Or maybe the honour to have lunch/dinner with a local celebrity? he is gonna be TAY PING HUI ! :D
Are you convinced that i'm currently head over heels over this celebrity after what i said? in fact i hope not. HAHA. mind you, he can be my father already.

If there is a series of unfortunate events happening around your life, what do you do? maybe i just want to be put to sleep and at least give me a chance to hug my pillow before i face whatever that is waiting for me.

I really hope my mode of transport is made convenient for travelling. Perhaps that's one of the reason why i turned to gambling.