I'm down with cough and sore throat and flu and soon to be - fever (if my body resistance is too low) and this feeling sux. I cant train and I cant go to work and I just have nth to do but to rot at home, shaking my legs -.-

And on days when i feel so terrible (i mean physically sick) all i hope for is Tubbie to be with me. But its not possible of cos. Well, sometimes I demand too much, but yet im not appreciating his presence, the fact that at least he still can sms me every single day. He could book out every day. On several occassions he went overseas and left me behind in singapore, i felt lonely without him. Twice he went to penang, he went to Batam and Hong Kong as well, see... how many days mount up in total i couldnt be with him at all on those days? And I'm thankful he do not have to face any confinement and that I could still see him at night. I ought to be grateful and.... stop whining! Get Well soon!

Just to update everyone. Actually, i'm no longer studying.. (but i still hold my SIM student card haha!) And... after experiencing an aimless life for 2-3 months ++, finally, i found myself a job...

(1) short hours - only 4hrs (tt's 1 point for it!!)
(2) timing is lunch hrs from 11am - 3pm only! (very good! excellent timing!!! another point!)
(3) Work only weekdays!! (superb man! another point!!)
(4) IT IS NEAR MY GYM (OMG! another point!!)
AND...
(5)PAYS $7/hr!!.. what's best next is, if performance gd, there is chances of increasing the hourly pay!! up to $10/hr!! (tt's what stated in the job advertisement when i applied for it ok!) HAAAAA!!!

HEHEHEHE! You know how happy i am when there's this job offer?? So i'm glad i got the job. Well.. it's in F&B environment. I'm working in a Thai restaurant. Seriously, thai cuisine is so foreign to me. And after working for the 1st day, i fell sick for the next 2 days-_- but anyway, the key thing is, 1st day training was rather bad. The training was not gd. Still not good with the orders and everything i also dono wad to say... but guess wad. on the 2nd day of work, i happened to be able to perform, plus business was crowded that day. Hehe! Rachelle (my colleague-she's like the Full timer cum in-charge cum supervisor of the restuarant) praised me hehe! she said many past part timers after 1 wk still cannot take orders or host well... but she said i was good just on the 2nd day of work itself. HEHEHEHE!!! And after a week... i asked for the possibility of pay rise?? She said she's gg to talk to boss abt it as my performance was gd!! Yay!!!! I'm happy happy happy!! hope to get $10/hr if possible. If no, den i quit lor. It's their loss if they reject me. Anyway the advertisement itself put Part timers pay is $8-$10 per hr one. When starting they pay $7/hr i was actually quite disappointed :( cos $7/hr was NOT stated in the newspaper!

But anyway tt's over. I'm just happy i'm going to get a pay rise soon. HEEEEEE HAAAAA!!! Just to share, at work lunch hrs can be very busy, sometimes must RUN instead of walk... Handle customers' complaints of long waiting time for the food.. half of my customers are ang mohs~ but you knw, i didnt like to face difficult customers of course.. (who likes man!) Somehow i wish and i pray that i dont get nasty customers. May my days at work be smooth and... Busy and tired - nvm, as long as no tough customers - den i happy already =) hehe!

guess what. Ytd was my virgin experience.. clubbing at the age of 21. O.M.G... Lagggggggg~~~~ Loserrrrr~~~~ ZzZZzZz!!! And the music was exceptionally L.O.U.D! i wonder how the heck ppl can tahan getting their ears busted with music by clubbing every single week bla bla bla~!~! Anyway we went to Rebel when we wanted to go Arena but no tables only standing tables available so in the end it was a no. Oh ya, the "we" is Tubbie and me with his platoon mates & sgt. There were i think 8 of us if i didn rmb wrongly. His platoon mates were not tt bad, i mean friendly, quite nice and rather pro dancers i must say. Haha. And funny in a sense, after drinking go dance and chiong to find girls. Hahaha. Tubbie's sgt is indeed, how he portray himself to be very "zai". Hahaha!! Find girls and yo ah yo.. yo until halfway the music stop and there's police spot check. HAHAHA! an abrupt moment back to reality! its damn funny esp his facial expression!!





Ytd was the day i really had a gd conversation with dance. in public. free and easy. But all in all i would give the music rating a 5/10 -_- it very techno-ish and i get bored hearing of it 50-70% of the time. Ratio of guys to girl is 10 : 1 which makes sgt damn sian jp. haha!

I got home late. and slept real late after talking to Tubbie for an hr on the phone after i got back. And the sad thing is, Tubbie was too sensitive last night, overprotective and unhappy that I said I find there's nth wrong dancing with friends (includes male) rather than only him. I dont know what you guys think in my perspective, different ppl have different perspective.. Dancing is FINE with me. But being touchy is a no-no. What abt dancing with strangers? (It was smth Tubbie did worry too) Yeah, but u know what, i'm actually quite scared also la haaaahaaaa!! You really think i DARE meh.. i'm not even that friendly to my neighbours or ppl whom i see almost everyday in the gym etc. . u think i welcome STRANGERS who i barely see for the 1st time in my life... and DANCE with them?? I will freak out la. seriously. I'm only comfortable with ppl whom i know or friends' friend. kinda. rather than complete strangers. That's a little way out of my limit.

So, i was hoping Tubbie could u know, dont feel "stress" or worry too much. Cos no one is gonna take advantage of me and i'm not gg let anyone bully me. full stop. Cool with it? (: Tubbie love, u've got HBP, pls cut down on your drinking (he drank terribly a lot ytd!) and caffeine as well.

Yeah. And... i've got a part time job now. HAHA. I wan to see how long i can tahan actually. hahahaha! i think its quite a joke. oops!