33 months together and still counting every 29th day of the month to come...
Though it seems like ' Yeah - just another 29th day and the number just keeps going~ ', but on this day, I just want to remind myself why exactly this day is so special that your partner might not be thinking or realising the same way as you do, at this point in time.

I asked myself, has my feelings for him changed? definintely no. do I still love him as much as before? you want to say yes, but it seems the answer is no. this isnt a jaw dropping statement, but maybe to put it in another way... the feelings of love have been taken for granted over the months.

throwing tantrum is as easy as letting out a fart, bickering over the slightest thing you can ever think of, when unreasonableness becomes so 'up there'... was that what your partner love you for who you are at the very beginning?

And as I was contemplating to make a behavioral change and go back to the past where the love is so pure and fresh, then it hit me that i'll probably go back to my comfort zone and the cycle repeats again, say 3 days time, maximum. Ever wondered that an unknown, unexpected beginning could abruptly come to an unknown, unexpected ending? Just who can predict the future?

I wouldn't want to try waiting for that day to come. You don't know how much you can handle a certain degree of loss in your life. I know I wouldn't regret saying this,
Whatever that this r/s has taken us to, Memories are what you have given me. And these memories will remained.
I love you today, yesterday. I love you still. No matter how ugly I have been.

I would love to share, to talk to someone with same interest as me. Unfortunately, dont have =(
Last week was really the best week I ever had. All along i'm kinda interested in Zumba Fitness. Just that I never had the chance and take the first step to go for the class.

Since I'm leaving my job soon, last week was Term 1 break, 1 week of March Holidays, so i decide to take 3 days off (not consecutive) 2 full days and 2 half days.

Monday I went for the Zumba Fitness class for the first time @ Novena. Omg. The instructor, Paul, an AngMoh, he was good i must say. Like really good for beginners learning.Just after that 1st class I got really interested and.. addicted. The entire week was truely amazing.

I have a passion for Dance. I love Dance to be honest. But i have never had the chance to "display" my passion because i have low self esteem of the way i look when i dance. But going for the classes, I never had to fear of how I look, because newcomers come for class every time. I feel so free and it's like I've found my DREAM 'CCA' in my adulthood. :D

Tuesday I went for Dance-a-Mania. This course is similar to Street Dance (B) Class, for the whole session the instructor just plays one song, and we follow what he choregraphed.It's pretty hard to catch up and I realise I love this kind of dance but I absolutely, absolutely... no talent in it!! I have a hard time finding the right coordinations with the legs.

Wednesday was another Zumba Fitness and this time, I went for a second class; A.B.T ( Abs. Butt & Thighs) Both conducted by Paul again... Ohhhh Myyy Goddd... This ABT Class is really killer to those 3 areas!! More like muscle sculpting/toning those areas, it shall be a replacement of my weights training for the past years...

Thursday was the craziest but most fulfilling day of the week. Morning I went for Zumba Fitness & yeah.. the Street Dance Class I mentioned abv... And that's for the first time... I met the Street Dance instructor by the name of Jay.. "all" (also look like) MICHAEL JACKSON seriously... I shall name him M.Jay... M.Jay is one of my favourite instructors ^^ He dances really really cool and sexy and he really knows how to teach beginners just like Paul
Night time I went for another 2 classes; Bodycombat by Mae, Bodycombat is a kickboxing cum martial arts technique class. It's Okay... after the class u will really really sweat ALOT! resulted from all the punching and kicking... After which was Zumba Fitness by a female intructor, Felicia. Hehe!! I like Felicia too!! Her class very beginners friendly and I just like her a lot!!! :D

Friday I went for ABT class again but by this replacement instructor; James. James body is the most convincing of all... i mean like he is really lean kind. However he is more of a Yoga instructor. He also teaches Step classes & ABT. I really like his ABT class even though ABT classes are tough and tiring to begin with. But attending James' ABT class is really - QUALITY class - Quality Output, Quality Muscles-worked. His ABT class i would say is better than Paul's. Hehe then followed by Zumba Fitness.. by M.Jay. Hahaha I love M.Jay's class!!!!!

Saturday class I went for this FT Boxercise. Is class is similar to bodycombat but for that week the class i least enjoyed is THIS - FT Boxercise. It's probably the first and the last. It felt like I'm going for BMT -_- I was greeted with "50pushups + 4 sets of 30 pushups".. consecutive sets with approx. 20secs of rest per set... as a warmup. WARMUP!! WHAT THE ****!!! And the instructor is totally NOT BEGINNER FRIENDLY TEACHABLE kind... Sorry I'm giving it a pass. BodyJam by William was next up and it's indeed a interesting cardio workout incorporating some dance styles and it is a Lesmill Program... dance moves are internationally same choregraphy.

Sunday I went the BodyJam again, but it's conducted by M.Jay (hehe!), so practically I'm doing the same thing as the previous day. But M.Jay taught it better like he literally show u the exact movements step by step and counting... slightly clearer than William. Zumba Toning was the 2nd class. There's a different btwn Zumba Toning & Zumba Fitness... Zumba Toning uses those hand weights or they call it "sticks", so u just shake shake shake those sticks or perform some simple weights workout using those sticks, to "tone" your muscles... that's how the name Zumba Toning comes about (: And last class of the day was Zumba Fitness by Sharmin. Sharmin's class is also really fun and I enjoy a lot!

In summary, I really enjoy going to M.Jay's, Felicia's, Sharmin's & Paul's classes. Very suitable for Beginners learning (: (:

Nevertheless, I still love street/Hip Hop Dance leh... but i machiam really CMI, cannot catch up. Ytd i went for this Jazz class... HAHAHAHA!!! Throughout 45 mins, the instructor taught the beginners some footsteps... like really Jazz walks/footwalks to master... so we're like performing those walks from one end to the other end. And You know what... this class actually helps me in my leg coordinations better... really... I feel it's damn good in a sense... it'd help me better when i go for Street Dance classes.. I'll be able to catch up those leg movements faster... because in this Jazz Class... he really ask u to walk from start to end and end to back twice... so u really have to coordinate your legs and the practice is there..

Hehe I'M LOVING EVERY DAY! I'm slowly going to ditch the normal routines... and joining in the party... joining in the fun! ;)

It has been a while... about 2 years? (Ever since I had my boyfriend)... since I last read a book..

Few days ago I read The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks. Ok I rebonded my hair last week so instead of letting my arse heat up the seat for 3 hrs, doing nothing!! I'd rather read a book. And after then... suddenly I feel like my hobby is back again.

I kinda missed reading.

After which, I read this interesting book by Andrea Semple; it's call 'The Man From Perfect'.
It's about the main character wanting to find her Mr. Perfect. And there's this advertisement from Perfect Agency. This agency actually helps people match their potential "Perfect" partners. So eventually she was matched to her "Mr Perfect" according to scientific terms and thru a serious of questionnaires that her friend "sabo" her by submitting her entry. And through out this story, it also shows how our "Perfect Partner" might not be our perfect partner. For example, she said; Her perfect man must have a healthy appetite for sex...

And instead of the Perfect Man having healthy appetite for sex (MEANT TO BE FOR HER!)... it end up practically... for anyone....So that voices down to... he ends up cheating on her la. So it's kinda dangerous for what you wished for. What you wish for is what you get.

So it's best to embrace the imperfect and make him become your perfect 'imperfect'! Haha!

Another novel I borrowed from the library yesterday because reviews say the book is like more popular than Simone Elkeles Perfect Chemistry (I rate that a 4star out of 5star!)... turns out...........
What The Hell the story is fine........................... seriously not as great as it turn out to be. DAMN DRAGGY!!!! BAD REVIEW I MUST SAY. 3 star out of 5. seriously?!?! -_-