It seems true that i'm hard to understand. or is it my expectation of him is too high? I think i've gone too far at my words, the misunderstandings... jumping into conclusions..

There's a lot i'm keeping but i just cant seem to say it out until after his comp.Because it will only adds more stress to him.

To be honest, sometimes i dont really know him at all. He was right. I seem to be a stranger to him, and he does for me as well.