Next year will be MY year. The 'I' word stands out more than 'you'. I make every single decision on my own, even if the consequence is having a halved-lifespan. Someone in da house is more than happy to see me approaching my shortened life. Dont be fooled by facial expressions and faked emotions, they are easily manupulated and shaped in a way to make it look super duper convincing. I'm not a kid anymore. (=

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I think I've hurt Muscles a lot. He is really very sad.
And he made me want to cry many times.

Maybe i oversee too much on the bad side rather than on the good side. What's good?
- He is very patient when training me and yet i'm very impatient with myself for having no strength to train.
- He never failed to text me with his smiles in his msgs. And yet i hardly do that.
- He doesnt gets angry/throws temper at me unless i started it.

You dont want me to list down all the bads. It's scary. But Mel thinks I shouldnt just hide my feelings.

Sometimes i hide cos i want to avoid big quarrels. Big quarrels evolved from small petty matters are the silliest. Yea? Nod your head pls. Thnks.

My biggest fear is gone (:

Thank you for coming, even though you are late, but at least you came (: