my dear is sad.
my love is fading.
tdy, all in all, isnt a gd one.
I am about 2 weeks late, one down, one more to go!
Saturday, December 5, 2009
WARNING! - This is gonna be quite a long or boring post.
I read my diary. On 27/7/07, my entry was something to do abt answering some relationship questions, or some issues regarding you and your partner.
After reading the questions and answers, i feel that my answers nv change. And i felt really emotional when i read my answers. Cos back then when i was single and i really really love this guy, i feel that the love i would have given to him, is exactly what Muscles is experiencing right now.
The question and answer that i really feel it in my heart (well, its nt in a gd way) is;
Q: If you had a magic wand, what would you change about your mate?
A: I would make him be more open to me. Don't ignore me even when he is at his busiest moment, at least let me know what he is going through, I promise i will understand. I want the "old" him where he would come late online just to talk and "see" me for a few short minutes, even if its just 1 min, its ok. (But i think partly the reason why these are not happening because he has another girl in his heart already.)
Q: What if this never change? What if he will always remain the way he is now?
A: At least memories remain, rather than it did not happen b4. I got to experience what it is like when someone treasures you dearly..
(This is the key question and answer i feel most emotional at...surprisingly, when i'm single, i tend to think in a more matured way.)
I'm sorry to say, but at times i do feel i'm taken for granted. You can tell how much you are treasured, i'm not blind to be unable to realise it. It just takes a lil effort to show how much you really treasure the people around you. The saying goes; its better to give than to receive.
(I've given a lot)
It is true like what i said 2 years ago, Love is not the pillar of life.
I read my diary. On 27/7/07, my entry was something to do abt answering some relationship questions, or some issues regarding you and your partner.
After reading the questions and answers, i feel that my answers nv change. And i felt really emotional when i read my answers. Cos back then when i was single and i really really love this guy, i feel that the love i would have given to him, is exactly what Muscles is experiencing right now.
The question and answer that i really feel it in my heart (well, its nt in a gd way) is;
Q: If you had a magic wand, what would you change about your mate?
A: I would make him be more open to me. Don't ignore me even when he is at his busiest moment, at least let me know what he is going through, I promise i will understand. I want the "old" him where he would come late online just to talk and "see" me for a few short minutes, even if its just 1 min, its ok. (But i think partly the reason why these are not happening because he has another girl in his heart already.)
Q: What if this never change? What if he will always remain the way he is now?
A: At least memories remain, rather than it did not happen b4. I got to experience what it is like when someone treasures you dearly..
(This is the key question and answer i feel most emotional at...surprisingly, when i'm single, i tend to think in a more matured way.)
I'm sorry to say, but at times i do feel i'm taken for granted. You can tell how much you are treasured, i'm not blind to be unable to realise it. It just takes a lil effort to show how much you really treasure the people around you. The saying goes; its better to give than to receive.
(I've given a lot)
It is true like what i said 2 years ago, Love is not the pillar of life.
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